Nameless.

Sittin in the apartment,gazin out of the window,

Gazing at tranquil silence of the arabian sea,

Feels like a king in his chateau,

The reticent sea is the hidden enemy.

The turbulent water runs deep,

Its like the dragon is asleep.

Slowly the waters are at high tide,

But im the king who takes things in his stride,

Too adamant to just let it slide,

No point to regret the land i been denied,

Intent on going down in history as the one who dare dified,

Out of question to surrender,too much pride,

A lil nervous within,but stone faced on the outside,

Been left out,backstabbed and snide,

In my own mind,m higher than the tide,

More spontaneous than nitrous sulphide

Raring for a fight,

Not one to watch thru the distance,i'd much rather be by the seaside.

peace out.

SOS

Sittin here (*there* to be exact cos I was in the balcony then) I was pondering over the reason of this innate obligation that i need be fulfilled.This compulsion to put my best foot forward, why do I have to have this obligation fulfilled.Come to think of it, why do I have this obligation in the first place?Why am I on a need-to-please objective of mine.Maybe its something that comes out of being ambitious or its just my nature, then on further microscoping i arrived at this conclusion and for some reason (cos this reason blames some1 else) it makes sense in my head.Thats all we strive for anyways, right? To make it make sense.So maybe now i m thinking, maybe its not my ambition or my natural tendency,and definitely not innate.Maybe I m like this because thats how i was raised.I cant fail.I cant take risks.Everything HAS to be planned out and implemented to perfection.I cant go astray.The favorite son/person/grandson/friend cant go down.I realise I have put so much into being me that I cant seem to stop and smell the roses.I have to keep on keeping on.The world makes it a compulsion to carry ahead.I dont know how they can. I know i cant.

I am sick n tired of being sick n tired

Im twenty-two and already feeling the weight of the world on my shoulders.The gist of life lies not in the duties that i fulfilled, it lies in the vacations that i thoroughly enjoyed.i need to learn to laugh genuinely.I gotta quit putting a happy mask on a sorrow face.Emotions make you weak but a void of emotions is making me too rigid.I Wish for a day that i really MEAN one of those i dont give a shit speeches that i make so frequently.Enough of the plastic smiles and the poses.the real arham puhleaaase stand up :|

see u in hell for this sequel :)

bad meets evil

haha!

Conversations With A Geisha..

Why does the wind blow and not walk?

How to be silent and yet still,talk.

The black pearl is sailing but at dock...

Recovered frm a major writers block

Wat is it wid me and 3 o'clock's

Ready or nt here i come, knock knock lol

I cant rhyme.full stop.

I aint hip and i aint hop

Not rap neither rock

More like softcore pop

This is a total flop

But i got somethin u got not

The knowledge to undo this knot

4 am and m still on pot

I dnt care,i dont know,u'all can blow,,nvm i sincerely pray dat in hell ya'll rot

Randon ramblings, this shits hot

Aight peepz this is the plot

I do this to be noticed, to b in the spot ;)

Haters say i talk a lot

This ones at u, my cheap shot :P

Nothing is going in here its blank blank dot dot...

Dedicated to the convo lol

*Arham.

The Crazy-ness Wid a Y

Writing new verses to recite

Everythings blurry tonight

Life's gray shades,nothin is either black or white

Keep waitin to set things right

Total confusion no solution in sight

It was all clear to me,i could see my aim

Things drew us apart and its never been the same

The fire dat burned within is now a dyin flame

I aint pointin fingers,i guess its me who is to blame

Nothin rhymes in here, the writer is friggin lame

Rap? this is a fuckin shame!

Aim,same,flame..ummm explain!

Oh no no here I go again

No no not high on cocaine

Sane! yes! sanity is somethin I couldnt maintain

Spendin my teenage wid eminem made me go insane

Stop readin this retard m not here to entertain

Die slow mofos i wanna see u all in pain

I hate 50,jay z and dat weasely lil wayne!

Nirvana is somethin dat m gonna attain

Btw in all this rhymes wid Spain

Rebel 4ever and forever I will remain

haha! Cheap Poetry yo

The Things She Said.

Something Has Gotta Be Wrong Wid My Lil Head,

Still Pondering Over The Things Dat She Said,

Shuld Trust Logic But Emotions Rule Instead,

Been Lying Here On This Wooden Bed,

Staring At The Walls Red,

Man I Sure Miss The Things Dat She Said.

Some Days Go By But The Nights Just Dont End,

Sick Of The Fakers And The Ppl Who Like To Pretend,

Trust Aint Something u Can Mend,

I Sure Do Miss My Bachpan Ke Friends :(

I Keep Stressing My Mind,

B4 Seeing u Wid Someone Else,i'd Much Rather Go Blind,

Keep Searching But Its u Whom I Cant Find,

Too Far Ahead, No-one In Sight When I Look Behind,

I Wish For Someone To Be Warm and Kind.

I Look around but ur Nowhere In Sight,

Nothing Feels Right,

Me Vs Myself, Its a constant fight,

Its a dark gloomy and never-ending night,

I Pray To Lord To Show Me The Light,

I Need You To Hug Me Tight,

I Need You To Be Here Tonight.

Me n My World.

Yes People,That's What its all about for every individual on this planet, isnt it? The ever going struggle that one has to be a part of.The one epic battle for any average individual,the contest between Me Vs My world!Although for the weaker souls, the less enlightened amongst us, the lot who finds bliss in the utter ignorance of their understanding of the SELF, this contest of Me Vs My world goes on indefinitely, but for some of the evolved specimen of our species, those who manage to see life through a birds eye view, life and its greatest battle is not about Me Vs My World, but for these mighty men, life ceases to be just a battle of survival against their own dwelling and their habitat but it takes on a different meaning altogether. For these average appearing folks with a mind of a philosopher, life simply means ME Vs Myself! Its because these people realise that as they are on a different intellectual level than their fellow mortals (who are still engaged in blaming the world for their misery and heaping praises on themselves at every little victory) these people have something that the rest dont. And that is Awareness. They are aware of their own sinister side.For them the difference between glory and defeat lies not in being able to push the world aside and take whats yours, its the ability to pull the Soul together and the ever turbulent mind that these thinkers possess and refrain oneself from pillaging and looting and letting their sinister side take over.So Me, as an individual who's always yearned for a more accurate knowledge of myself do hope that the challenge for me stops from being Me vs My world to Me Vs Myself as only after winning that battle can the scenario change from Me Vs My World to

Me n My World! 

Fakers

I heard someone say a frnd in need's a frnd indeed,
To all my shortcomings, guilty is wat i plead,
But i was never the one who mutinied,
Nah i dont wanna be pitied,
Come to think of it,peepz are J,  hated cos I was maybe envied.

All this time trying to make amends,
Things were tight b4 entered in the girlfrnds,
Screw it man i guess they were never my real frnds,
Frndship aint temporary like one of those fashion trends
Forget everyday,we didnt even meet on weekends.